When my life goes to busy I begin to forget, relive and remember all over again.
I realize who to trust and who not to all over again.
I watch my self making the same mistakes that made other people hurt
And my self succeed and the reverse of this excel as well.
I notice that I can not help who I am or become who I want.
I just try and try and try. I fail those who mean the most to me.
So I try again, I am not very good at it but I want to be.
I realize all over again, that trying means nothing to anyone but myself.
So I will just have to show myself truly alive, truly living again,
When I have actually manged to do what I have been trying.
It will be years friends, but I do mean well.
